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(Tuesday, August 29, 2006/7:50 PM)

Trust doesn't come back to you, it just fades away

Can't really say much, my fingers won't type for me.

1) I saw a dead man on the road yesterday. Some kinda gang race, you could tell, cos' all his buddies were squatting in surrender position(?) at the Singapore Poly gate. The sad dude's blood spilled across 2 lanes of the 3-lane road. Omen perhaps?

2) I have a bloody fever. But I'll not giveup (=


"I must be strong,
And carry on.
Cause' I know,
I don't belong here in heaven."


(Sunday, August 27, 2006/8:57 AM)

Once Bitten, Twice Shy
I'm not a perfect person,
There's many things I wish I didn't do.
But I continue learning,
I never meant to do those things to you.

And so I have to say before I go,
That I just want you to know.

I've found out a Reason for me,
To change who I used to be.
A Reason to start over new,
And the Reason is you.

I'm sorry that I hurt you,
It's something I must live with everyday.
And all the pain I put you through,
I wish that I could take it all away.

And be the one who catches all your tears,
That's why I need you to hear.

I've found out a Reason for me,
To change who I used to be.
A Reason to start over new,
And the Reason is you, and the Reason is you.

And the Reason is you,
And the Reason is you.

I'm not a perfect person,
I never meant to do those things to you.
And so I have to say before i go,
That I just want you to know.

I've found out a Reason for me,
To change who I used to be.
A Reason to start over new,
And the Reason is you.

-Heck, I can't write anymore.

Is there anything else I can do?


"I've found out a Reason to show,
Aside out from me you didn't know.
A Reason for all that I do.
And the Reason is you."


(Saturday, August 26, 2006/1:47 PM)

Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder
We preservered this far,
Through good times and bad.
Through crying and laughter,
Happy times and sad.

As each day passes by,
We are waiting for each other.
Be it day or be it night,
Be it wrong or be it right.

Bad times always drag so long,
And good times never stay.
But they are the times that caused me to say,
How I feel about you this way.

You've come into my dreams,
I've let you show me where you've been
It's you and me I've seen,
I've let you tell me what you mean.

In the deep blue sky,
There are rainbows in deny.
You and me could fly,
And the ocean shined so bright.

Heaven is mine,
Seems I've been losing my time
The silence warns and
Prevents me from crying.

Where deserts are green,
And the tales are true.
"It's where I wanna
keep my loving for you."

Angels whisper,
Something unreal.
They put me up to a place,
Of heal.

You've come into my dreams,
I've let you show me where you've been
It's you and me I've seen,
I've let you tell me what you mean...

-50% mine XD, 1/2 of it adapted from Foggy's Come Into My Dreams songs.

Nothing to write lar, so boring (=

Wake, got barred from touching the keyboard for the entire morning, came online and posted. Waited. Happy? (=

"I'll be waiting in my dreams.
I just know you'll come.
Fate doesn't do things accidentally,
We're just part of some."


(Friday, August 25, 2006/2:29 PM)

Grasp all, lose all.
Looks like we've made it this far,
I didn't expect it to be so.
Now the time has come for us,
To face each other, no?

It just seemed like yesterday,
When fate brought me to you.
But fate doesn't do things accidentally,
This I find ever so true.

Now I'm faced with the problem,
You were so afraid.
But I told you to believe,
Then I sat there to wait.

I suppose maybe fate has brought,
This moment for us both.
But fate doesn't do things accidentally,
Even when it's what I loathe.

You told me it couldn't happen,
You said you're holding back.
But I told you to believe,
Though it's courage I lack.

Fate was how I met you,
Fate made everything work.
But fate doesn't do things accidentally,
It brings in all that's worth.

Every smile I see,
Every laugh I hear.
Being with you makes me happy,
Please don't dissappear.

So Believe in all you want to,
and somehow it'll come true.
Fate doesn't do things accidentally,
And fate has just touched you.

Whoever said dreams don't come true?
They come when least expected.
So dream, and do believe,
and see how you get affected.

It has already come and gone,
So why do I lament?
Fate doesn't do things accidentally,
Neither for you it's sent.

So now I'm waiting for you to come,
To see that laugh, that smile.
Then maybe I'll see the road ahead,
And walk another mile.

-another 100% product by me, because i believe.


What can I say, it's a beautiful day.

I woke up today with a cough again.

Man, I'm worrying too much.

Anyways, another lousy (i thought i sed beautiful?) day. There wasn't really anything exciting happening today. Except not getting my money back from GaoLu and having to bloody make a speech that i doubt anyone prepared for except for "Julian's social circle". Includes you, Tieh Dish.

About my money, I didn't go to the opera thing, so I was supposed to get my refund back. So at the end of the 10-min delay lesson, I ended up asking a furious-with-James GaoLu for my 7 bucks back. She said okay and started commenting on James' attitude. Then she walked out of class. Hey, what happened to my 7 bucks?

Somehow I always have premotions when something gonna happen. This time i predicted I would kena the draw lots for the English speech. True enough, the premotion proved...true. I spent 3 minutes in front of the class blabbering like an idiot about blogging (Thanks alot for the topic, MelWeh) and just went back to my seat and stoned.

Oh yes, one more thing. I hate LSc. Rather, I hate being the rep. Add that on to all the homework and it's kind of stressful. Here LSc, there LSc. Oi Max, LSc starts with "L" so you're guilty of it, go take my place, I resign.


"I'll be waiting in my dreams.
I just know you'll come.
Fate doesn't do things accidentally,
We're just part of some."


(Thursday, August 24, 2006/5:55 PM)

Two Heads Think Better Than One
It's all cos' I came in like that,
And things started to change.
Fate works in ever mysterious ways,
Your life in disarray.

Was I supposed to save you from,
The darkness of Hope's End?
And from that moment on it seemed,
Hope's ladder just began.

I thought it would be better,
For things to work this way.
Now I've understood my mistakes,
And I'm just here to say.

Is it not possible between us,
Is it not possible at all?
Or do we keep it just like this,
Till' things just start to fall?

All the things you did to me,
Don't matter at all when.
You give me a smile, a joke, a laugh,
Then it all seems to bend.

Away from this world, away from the rules,
Away from all confusion.
Away from all that should be done,
Away from the disillusions.

Now have I gone too far,
You don't look all that right.
Maybe things were supposed to be like this,
I just don't have the might.

The strength to conquer fear,
Of when that day will come.
The strength to sit still and wait,
While someone gently hums.

A tune that's ever so happy.
And one that's ever so sad.
A tune containing all the joy
And all the hatred and mad.

We have already come this far,
And I suppose I'm forced to change.
My way of thinking, that you and I,
Will never be the same.

So now I'm waiting for you to come,
To see that laugh, that smile.
Then maybe I'll see the road ahead,
And walk another mile.

-100% Done by Me, always here and waiting.

Finally those results are out. Lucky me, looks like I won't have to spend my holiday over some assesment books. Pity yas, Loy. Hope your'e recovering from that ownage blow.

It was boring today. Whoever modified the timetable shouldn't have put 1h20min of History and 1h of Geog together before recess. Somehow, during recess, something always pops up and you're left with an empty stomach. True enough, the premotion came, well...true. I had to help Kee get his green form done.

Looked like any other perfect Green Form, until, well...the clerks asked for a photocopy of his exam sheet. Okay, so he got jacked. After lots and lots of contemplation, a failed call to his mom, and i dunno what else, they let him off with the letter from the Class Teacher. So I was such a good friend, follow him all the way. Those dumb clerks wouldn't even let me say good luck to him, I just got a "okay, go back to class". Sian...then i got my math marks. =P

There's not really much to talk about now, as everyone in 2.9 would know I "have alot on my mind". The poem took time anyway so, yeah. Born poet+52 for Lit=Faint, maybe?


"So it all ends like that,
I'm looking at the malice.
Maybe we just broke away slowly,
It's just that I didn't notice."


(Wednesday, August 23, 2006/6:54 PM)

Let Bygones be Bygones
How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.

Forever and forever passed
To bring us to this day,
When I present these simple words
I never thought to say.

The time has come, it's long past due,
To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?

To hear those two forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.

I've been waiting forever now,
Just for this time to rise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -
For that I apologize.


Bad News: I screwed it up.
Bad News: I got 52 for Lit.
Bad News: Now what?

Good News: I got 86 for LScience.
Good News: I got 90 for PScience
Good News: Maybe I'll explain it properly today. Hopefully I'll get understood fully now, yeah?


Ok, so today wasn't my day. Started the morning with a glaring sun and a flaming Dr. Ong. 6 students just got expelled for details I won't go into. Well so, angry sun, angry principal (sry typoed). Was today gonna be a good day? I still can remember something about "Recieving the Prestigious Character Award with embarrasment." Looks like back then, Dr. Ong was the dragon and we were the meat waiting to get roasted.

Nothing really happened after that spectacle. I think Dr. Ong burned a bit of my hair off, cos' i didn't get booked down for a trip with the barber. Leonard got it, and he changed his CCA to rugging after that.

Well after presenting my IvP and getting my Distinction cert (finally, man...), recess, a bloody hot fried chicken piece, and a red-in-the-face Kee followed. Ever feel what its like to get pushed on the table, have a prefect acidentally squash you, then taupoked? Oh btw Kee, goodluck for your exams. Bloody Peking Opera ponner...=P

For some reasons i won't go into, I stoned through English, Lit and Chinese. The only time I seemed to jump was when 1) I had to pay for my opera which i was ponning (Kee got off much easier), at the same time get out of class. 2) I recieved my Lit marks, in which I'm proud to say I've passed and MelWeh beat me by 1 mark. I wasn't expecting to pass anyway.

I suppose sometimes the world gives you all the bad stuff first, then leaves the good stuff to the end. PScience and LScience marks followed. And once again, I'm proud to present the biggest switch-in-a-circuit-diagram, courtesy of champion me.

LS makeup class was a fluke. Chapter 5 and Rugger Leonard was laughing like alot. In all that retarded mess he seemed like the horniest.

I suppose that's it. I just came home after makeup and waited.


"Confucious say 'If you don't forgive friend, then err...always got retribution one.' Really? I guess, I never seemed to notice..."


(Tuesday, August 22, 2006/6:53 PM)

A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed

A friend is like a rare jewel,
worth it's weight in gold...

Or like a warm fireplace
when troubles leave us cold.


A friend is like a burst of sunshine,
on a gray day...

Or like a fragrant yellow rose,
in all it's sweet array.


Friends don't need to say a word,
just being there is enough...

It means we aren't alone again,
when the going gets too tough!


A friend is a warm hug,
a hearty laugh, A friend is a pleasant smile...

A friend takes us by the hand,
as we trudge another weary mile.


Sometimes life is so beautiful,
sometimes it's full of stress...

A good friend knows what we need,
and is there to encourage and to bless.



Suddenly I'm addicted to poetry.

Today was pretty much normal. Boring, I hear you say. Well it wasn't so boring yesterday, so I suppose all the energy kinda drained away from me.

PhySc test wasn't that hard. At least there wasn't the need to do painstaking calculations or draw really difficult light rays. For some reason, when I looked at Question 1, I stoned there. 2 minutes later i put a "D" which I changed to "A" later on in the test. I hope I got it correct.

Then hmm...for the rest of the day I suppose I was blanked out too. Then at the very moment while I'm talking to MelWeh, the Music teacher calls out my name and asks me to answer a question. Wow. So much for trying to jumpstart my day.

What can I say, I pretty much stoned the whole day away. Too worried over some things i guess. When your mind isin't thinking straight you actually get up in the middle of the night and wash up as if you just got up. Then you realise you're having a spasm and then you go back to bed and force your awakened, spasmodic body to try and get to sleep.

The only so-called 2 exciting parts of the whole day were 1) Watching the Art Room printer spoil twice because they claimed that the wrong size paper was jamming it. The 1st time, the teacher helped us remove it. The 2nd time, me and my friend tried to do it and we screwed up. I have 2 of the pics with me you can ask me to send em' over (though ones too big to get a scan). 2) Watching that retarded Japanese video on YouTube on SiHui's blog. I suppopse it's kind of a sad way to punish people. But it's unique, and that's what matters.

Screwed up when I went back home also. I forgot about my Instant Noodles and left them in the bowl to soak in the soup. Ended up with noodles that tasted like the Dead Sea. Well, I'm not dead yet, but maybe High Blood Pressure, yeah...

Piano Lesson was a fluke too. Somehow, my hands were shaking like mad. WoW didn't help either, it's maintanence night. At least I've got company tonight, so it won't be so bad. Leonard changed his blog song, btw.

A weird life for me.

"Ever heard the story of the 2 men and the bear? When one doesn't help another, what's the use? What? You never heard it before? Well I suppose, I just didn't notice..."


(Monday, August 21, 2006/5:02 PM)

The Late Bird Catches the Worm

When you are sad,
I will dry your tears.
When you are scared,
I will comfort your fears.

When you are worried,
I will give you hope.
When you are confused,
I will help you cope.

And when you are lost,
and can't see the light.
You shall see a beacon,
shining ever so bright.

This is my oath,
I pledge till the end.
"Why" you may ask,
because you are a friend.


Looks like no more todays, it's time to start new headers.

I'm seriously early today, cos' I wanna get over today's post quick. Got quality time to spend later at night besides revising my PhySc. (Oh, and if anyone can help me out with drawing that damn mirror light thing/fish in pond thing, please gimme a buzz on phone, MSN, whatever. Probably at nite, thnx.)

Today was another super-fun-filled-oh-maybe-im-exaggerating-but-who-the-heck
-cares day. Started the brilliant morning sunrise with a rock band and a public caning. The way you look at it, the school does not think 3 is a nice number, they prefer 2 (I shall not divulge details here). Cool, a multi-cultural school, both English luck+Chinese luck=Strike TOTO...

After a bunch of lovely lessons, there came the ever-so-eventful Chinese lesson. This time, the usual people stood up(including me) for a lousy 1 minute before sitting down. Then Kee got slit in the neck(super small cut) by a catapulted pen ink body. You could tell it was more painful than the caning becaue Kee cried after that one while the boy on stage cried after two.

Being Kee's good friend as well as taking into mind of Life Sciences lesson up next on the board, I took Kee along to the Matron. As, of course, mishaps also happen on the journey toward the ever-out-to-lunch-when-you-have-somone-reporting-sick Matron. I ended up walking with Kee, Edward, and a stack of Life Sciences notes which was supposed to be in class. Well, it ended up in class anyway, so who cares? And speaking of Matrons, I'd rather get taken care of by the nurse, she knows better than the Matron. Rest well Kee, hopefully you'll get some lingspiration from today.

After returning to a very abrupt LS lesson and watching Justin Du spit paper out of his mouth, it was time for PC. For some very sane reasons, I am not going into any single part of the PC lesson. Seems like every Sec2 can't stop talking about it anyway. As Loy cites: "It's private and confidential."

After school, MelWeh got dragged by Joseph into going to Tiong Bahru. Feeling a little pity for him (MelWeh), I tagged along. Turns out that some girls sitting on the table beside ours started repeating after Joseph after he talked for 5 min. About some 4D thing. When we went out of Mac he seemed damned pissed. Look who's more pissed *turns to MelWeh*.

I suppose that's all is it? No? Yes? Well heck. Life sucks, don't fret, just cheer up and one day you'll get out of it.

"If all the birds came in late, they'd still get their worms. Maybe they do, it's just that I didn't notice..."


(Sunday, August 20, 2006/8:26 PM)

I Handed my Medical Report up Today

Hmm...so it's Sunday and 2 more days b4 we hit PhySc. For some lousy reason, all my sinuses are clogged and i can't as much breathe a word so each word i type is straining me. You get it? No? Ok, fine, so that was just bs. Let's move on with life.

Good, I hit 53, 7 more till the golden number. It's really good when you realise you've levelled when suddenly you've gotta put a dungeon run and a friendly chat together. I ended my WoW timeframe with a bigger headache than I started with. Somehow, green MSN windows+ a WoW temple=eyestrain.

Then later on, I just sat down on the sofa, and slept. It's kinda amazing how you look at a half white sky at one moment and at the next, the orange sun gives you more eyestrain. Ok, so sleep didn't work. Now what?

Now Klarence and Loy changed their MSN names. And I thought only Kee was crazed with doing that. Maybe he really is the only one. At least you've stopped, Kee, we all understand.

"I handed in my Medical Report today. Maybe I forgot to put my name in it, or the pretty nurse just walked by, it's just that I didn't notice..."


(Saturday, August 19, 2006/8:04 PM)

Today I got Delayed

Stupid free holiday. Somehow, the big thing I've been talking about has come. The Holiday. The Holiday that screwed my life more than it relaxed.

There was nothing to do for literally the whole day, so I played a bit, studied a bit, relaxed a bit. The whole day seemed ok, meaningless, whatever. Then finally, at night, I was chatting with MelWeh, Chin Hian, Klarence and MC. Then I showed them the notpron riddle site. NotPron is just a bloody hard riddle site as quoted "the most difficult riddle site on the Internet". Well before my buddies hit lvl 5, I owed Klarence 1 buck and redirected the whole gang to The Wicked. It's also freaking hard but theres a Junior site that is easier, only you "think out of the box". Well, I didn't realise this introduction to riddle webbies got them so hooked. They stayed all the way till they hit the end. And i didn't get to do what I wanted to do, but heck.

Woke up today with a bloody headache, so I decided to WoW abit. I managed to, with a friend, down 4 of those big things. That's kind of fun. Finally, revenge on some idiot who hit 700+ on me. (Unedited pic up next)
OK, so my headache didn't get any better. There's not much to say either. Finished The Wicked Junior and did The Wicked to lvl 43 until i got bored.

Till now, I still don't see why that puzzle hooked everyone. Especially when i had to give MelWeh the first 6 or so answers. I actually thought they were gonna say i was lame. But who knows?

"My flight to NeverLand got delayed. Maybe suddenly the skies cleared, or the plane's engine jumpstarted and is heading straight for me. It's just that I didn't notice..."


(Thursday, August 17, 2006/6:39 PM)

Today I saw many omens

Great, the rugby team won gold and so we get a holiday tomorrow+ a public caning on Monday. I wonder why Dr. Ong put holiday and caning all in one go. Free show. Is the win even the papers? I don't think half the people bother to turn to the page.

Anyway, for some reason I've been having this feeling that something bad is gonna come my way. Already, I've been given so many warnings, but I still don't know what this big bad thing is. Maybe I'll never know till it hits me when I least expect it. Since when do you get insisted to take a big dose of cough mixture just before you go to a Maths Test?

Firstly, Maths test was a fluke. You're kinda ok filling the indices and variations answers then when you flip over the page your whole mind goes "wtf" and you can't solve a single question while Tim Ng notes the time down which suddenly seems to pass at a rate of 4 minutes a second. So that's one omen already, lots more to come.

Secondly, I was sent out of Chinese class. Actually, I was blowing those bubble baloon things in the middle of class, then Jin Pin dropped a sweet which I picked and ate, and that's how I got jacked: For laughing at an undersized bubble with a sweet in my mouth. Anyway, the class was so noisy that I didn't make it to the door before I walked back to the table and lesson continued as normal.

Then after Physical Science Prac, in which my resistor didn't work but actually it did, I noticed my textbook missing. After looking for it for 5 whole minutes, I gave up. But all that effort paid off, eventually you'll see.

Then I got my English paper back. 21/35, right on the dot 60. It's kind of amazing, when it's Term 3 all the normal dudes go up and all the smartstuff go down. I suppose it's cos' Term 3 papers are easier than they seem.

Then came the History pop quiz, which, although was open book, screwed me up. I didn't really feel like doing it and instead was thinking of getting my paper so I can compliment my nice 60 English paper. Anyway, the book wasn't much use either. And it's just a pop quiz.

Then at LS class, my effort finally paid off. In the middle of class, some .8 guy walked in and handed a book to Jin Pin, who then threw my book in the air and made such a lovely aim that it hit me on the head then on my lip. You ever wiped your numb lip to find a finger of blood, only to suck it back down into your intestines?

Then Math class and a yellow sheet of paper with one of Pythagoras' theorem's proofs came along. At the end, Max Tan/Wong managed to solve a bloody mistake with his so-called superior brain, no offence. Tieh-dish was such a sad case. Trying to think super hard and getting random inspiration where he'll suddenly jump up. In the end, he had to copy the Max correction. Maybe only Roy Buhdda can get that kind of lingspiration.

"Already so many omens come my way. Some are small, some are big. Are more to follow, or is the big one up next? Maybe it's right above me now, waiting to crush me any moment, it's just that I didn't noice..."


(Wednesday, August 16, 2006/9:41 PM)

Today I Wanted to Dissappear

Alot has happened since this darned blog got set up. First, the contents of it got announced to the whole world. Second, I've come down with a bloody disease that doesn't seem to be one and doesn't seem to go away. Thirdly, I'm starting to feel like a blur dumbass, which is what everyone suggested I was in the first place. Maybe it's time to admit everything.

Besides that, yesterday was History Test and I spent my 1 hour writing 20 lines of redundant crap because I didn't know what else to write, and I was still having that headache.

It was Rugby Finals today and the lot of us except 4 who took a cab showed up late because I told everyone we should take 171 to Newton if you don't wanna walk the path. Anyway, 171 didn't show up, and instead, lots of other busses and a durian man showed up. Then there was this guy with the hair like Augustine's, following us all the darn way like some stalker. He must be quite sad cos' he's got no friends. Even I have company, and I'm needed cos' I'm the clown.

Back to the finals, we beat RI 15-10. Quite unamusing, at least it finished early. The only fun parts were watching Jack ram into 4 people all by himself...Maybe we'll never know how he did.

"I wanted to disappear today. Maybe I walked by an invisibility cloak or someone tried pushing me off the building. It's just that I didn't notice..."




(Monday, August 14, 2006/7:50 PM)

I took a train to StressLand today

Recently I've noticed my posts are getting far too long (about time) so maybe now they shall get smaller and sweeter.

In the morning, chapel was boring. What's more, I was gonna get my Biotech cert. I don't believe going up to shake the principal's hand to recieve a Cert of Participation. The minute the guy read my name(which was pronounced kinda freaky, I don't mind) I could hear my class kinda screaming. I was actually thinking that they would go into a Chi-Ching frenzy but then again I was looking at the principal so how'd i know?

For some reasons only known to the class 2.9, one of my "Long Term" stuff has been striked out and replaced with a grim message for all you spammers out there. I guessed it shouldn't have been there, I just created more trouble for myself.

And for some reasons also only known to 2.9 express chinese dudes, I got jacked by the teacher for reasons I cannot say as now there's this government/whichever-kaypoh-is-reading screening thing, and I don't want to waste time apologising in front of the whole school. I'm sure the school wouldn't wanna waste time too.

After school, 2 of my friends Dom and Joash asked me to play soccer with them. I wanted to go home originally but I didn't think that would do much harm, especially when you've got a big load of stress to empty on a ball. Anyway, after I came out of the toilet I saw Joash walking in the distance waving and I was just standing there like a moron and I thought they pangseh'd me. Turns out that they went to the cafe and I walked out of the school feeling like a moron which I ended up discovering the fact to be true.

Because of these four stupid things that happened, I have a bloody headache, sore throat, and i think I'm burning a fever. My parents say that I'm too "heaty". Yeah, whatever.

WoWed abit to try get the stress off. Didn't work, some damn rogue was camping the bloody camp and I couldnt really get anything done except gather 8 dino bones b4 he killed me again when I got back to base. OK, so that didn't work too. Man, I'm starting to see this blur.

Is this short enough? Nothing's working well for me today, and I intend to leave it that way. I'm still getting stupid problems at this point in time. Why should I care, just leave my life to do the job while I sweep up all the pieces.

"I took the train to StressLand today. Somehow, it was a one-way ticket. Maybe something bad just came under my feet, or a big ball of stress is about to hit me smack in the face, it's just I didn't realise..."


(Sunday, August 13, 2006/7:25 PM)

Today I Went to Jurrasic Park

So far so good, my tagboards getting spammed every second and I think these ppl prefer spamming my tag rather than reading my ever-so-long posts. I'm expecting verbal spam from you guy tomorrow so save your breath typing. You rather do it to me on the spot.

Continuing from yesterday night, the whole family sat down for some outdated Jap horror show which didn't really seem like horror. The show is about some retard who wants to know what this person who stabbed his eye in a railway passage saw. Then he goes to the same spot and flims here and there, and discovers that dead ppl live under the subway. Then he raises a vampire who only feeds on blood(duh) and in the end he dies trying to feed her his own blood. Then he finally sees the scary thing which is the vampire herself then the movie ends. I wouldn't even give 1 star but maybe I should because that loser actually has a blood problem and gets tired easily. What a wasted night.

Today was just basically WoWing and I got to 51. I'm in this new zone called Un' Goro crater which is a big jungle full of weird creatures. Theres a dino-bird, a dino-croc (?), a dino-stegosaurus(it is a dino anyway) and about 10 T-Rex which are extremely big and hit extremley hard. Some pics coming your way later on. Anyway, first my party mate got owned because we didn't see a bloody huge red one coming from the back and I had run abit further to kill some stupid plant that's not even as tall as a gnome. Surprisingly, the red dude didn't attack me and my party mate's a female so maybe that big pain-in-the-ass is a gay. Who knows?

After tons of killing and trying to rescue some brown ape with a slow A.I. brain, I found myself being chased by a big white one and after running 10 rounds round Un' Goro, died(obviously). That big dino must've been either hungry, female or lesby cos monsters dont chase that far and Undead look gay anyway.

As promised, here are some pics of the dinos i took. If you've got good eyes then maybe you'll see the gnome sized plant sticking its head out somewhere. When a dino's less than 35 feet in front of you, you dont have the time to actually take proffesional pics.




After that full Jurassic Park experience, I went back over to the desert only to try and rescue a robotic chicken in a sandstorm. If i can capture on ill put it on this blog. Sandstorms are kinda cool. Anyway, i went back to ZF with my pals from the guild(including the one who got killed). We kinda pwned the place until some runaway mob pulled 6 more. Other than that, here's some pics of ZF itself. Hopefully this will be my last time in it, i'm sick of looking at sand.



Damn, what a busy day. Hopefully next time i wont end up as dino lunch(those things hit for 700 and i only got 2.4k health) and i won't spend another useless night watching some lame "horror-luntic" movie.

"I arrived in Jurrasic Park on a horse. Maybe I just didn't read the guidebook on dinosaurs, or there was a giant white T-Rex following me around, it's just that i didnt see..."



(Saturday, August 12, 2006/6:09 PM)

I got invaded by aliens Today

3rd day on my blog and everything seems to be fine, cept' those ppl spamming my tag. I don't mind. I've been spammed for the whole of my Sec 2 life as far as i can rmb...=/

Let's start the day with some Neil Humphreys book. It was a good 3-in-1 buy which i did at Popular on National Day. Now i regret buying these damned books. I should've stayed at home and watch the NDP Parade with all the same stuff cept' the firework shapes and Lee Kuan Yew(he cried when the pledge was sed cos' Rajaratnam composed it...w/e =P).

Well the book is about him fooling around in his early years in S'pore. It's his first one and I'm happy to know that he shares one quality with me (and some ppl like Kee/MelWeh) : He doesn't like ppl with attitude =).

Then I had Chinese tuition which was pretty normal except the fact that i had to be interrupted halfway thru' my BattleGround(it's a WoW thing) for it. Heck, bro played for me and Horde trash 3-1...I think...=P

Then, i went back to my WoW where i actually had to make "friends" with 10 Alliance by running around, helping them kill mobs which need no help, waving here, bowing there...yeah, you get the point.

Lunchtime came shortly after i started a Zul' Farrak (some WoW dungeon) run with 4 ppl which i think are from Aussie. These guys actually watch AFL(American Football League, isit? =D) and Americans on my other server actually prefer watching rugby. Damn that is weird...something like hanging the Jap flag in the middle of 100 Singapore flags b4 9 Aug. =D

Even weirder, somehow the black sauce i poured on my egg never stayed on it. It slid around and b4 i knew it, my whole plate was black. Wow. o.0

After that very weird lunch, i continued my ZF and managed to finish it. ZF is actually(for all you WC3/DoTA ppl) a Sand Troll city in some desert called Tanaris. There's no major storyline but some dude called Sergeant Bly and his cronies have been trapped there. What's more, you hafta get some rod thing from him. He and his cronies are kinda helpful at first then when you ask him for the rod he goes into a rage. Man, we help him thru this humongous bunch of trolls who keep coming and he still turns on us like some spasmodic guy. It's just a rod, for heaven's sake! =P

I hit lvl 50 which means i hav 10 more lvls to go b4 i hit the magic number. What's more, I got abt 4k honor from 3 BGs which is rather cool but it takes an awlful long time to get into one, because the Alliance are scardey cats. They seriously take forever to press that "Queue for BG" button. Even whats more, i got some carrot on a stick after killing that big hydra boss, Ghaz' Rilla. That damn carrot actually makes your horse go faster, i don't believe Blizzard humor. =)

Oh yeah, here's a pic of me when i was lvl 47. Some gnome actually shrank me and now im as small as the puny guy himself. Everyone hates gnomes but hey, pick on someone you own size =P (its kinda blurry i kno, trying to figure how not to, tip me in the tag plz =D) CLICK TO ENLARGE(You can actually zoom in further after enlarging to get a good view of the interface).

"Enough of the computer," parents say.

"You mean WoW."

"Yeah, whatever."

Then my dad dragged me all the way to some secluded hill with some PUB fence in the middle of nowhere. There's ivy growing all over it and i wonder what they even use the fenced area for. All that ivy growing there can make a good bed. Cooling too. XD

Somehow, my bro is hooked onto Maple just cos' he wants to be one of the highest lvls in his class guild. Even the teacher plays Maple. No surprise cos' Maple came up with a figure of 33 million members worldwide a few weeks ago. Just look at some random guy beside you on the bus and that stranger who stares you back thinking youre some crazy idiot may play Maple. You never know. And being eldest child, it gets a bit pissing hearing my bro ramble on and on about which dagger, which stats, which skills, which potions, blah blah blah... I wonder how i am even going to start on my essay on "Advantages and Disadvantages on being only child." Maybe an advantage will be "there'll be no sibling to get jealous, fed up with, pissed with, laughed at and bothered with. You never know.

Well that's about it for the long today. Let's hope my dinner doesn't end up weird too. Day by day passes in this blog and my life gets weirder. I wonder what's happening. Maybe some UFO just landed outside my doorstep, its just that i didnt see...



(Friday, August 11, 2006/6:25 PM)

Today was a not-so-normal day...

First we had some Life Sciences Class Test which i spent 2 hours yesterday looking thru the textbook for no reason at all. All the questions had content which i didn't seem to have read. Hmm...

Then I had to sit outside and do a Lit retest which i didnt know was gonna happen and didn't prepare for at all. Life's like that, always springing surprises but hey, what are friends for? =P

Then we had some health check in which nothing really happened except some shoe-tossing -_-

Then during recess, Shi Quan whammed Kee on the floor and started a fight. Well, not really a fight but Kee's face turned bright red like those red stop traffic lights.

Then English teacher got pissed off with us cos 1/2 the class showed up late and...we pissed her off.

More then, the History teacher comes in and starts to teach 20 mins of extra class that 33 out of 34 of the class didn't know about, even Class Nerd Major Malcom Chui forgot. Some other nerd (Kodenai) rmbrd. Should promo him to Class Nerd General or...whatever. (I knew it was coming, so maybe we can say 32.5? =P)

Not very normal, especially when it was UYO day off and we get released dammit early (not counting the extra 20 mins).

Ohyeah, then the 74 wouldn't show up and we had to wait another 20 mins. What's happening today, some kind of UFO attack?

Moral of the Story: Life keeps changing, don't lose your pace. =)


Evening post, Extra Extra!

Now something out-of-the-ordinary A.K.A not-normal has come my way again!

My couzin broke her guitar.

Well not broke.

Dropped.

Maybe broke, hell.

Well she's out there crying for her guitar, like i care.

Well, maybe =.=

And now it sounds like a alien singing "Lonely" from Mars.

Too bad.

Go tag it. =P


(Thursday, August 10, 2006/8:59 PM)

What is Life?

Lets start the day and blog off with this thought in mind.
If you weren't here, what do you think would happen to you.
Now that your'e here, what DO you do?
Do you try to do something, do you just be boss.
Are you the slave or the master?
Can you decide or will it be decided for you?
Only you can find out...